Tonight at Liberty Center, a couple Romanian anti-trafficking groups joined together to rent the theater and show the documentary Nefarious I: Merchant of Souls. I found out about it just this afternoon and had a bunch of things to do–I had a bunch of posters to put up and am in the middle of packing for my move tomorrow–but this is one movie I knew I had to see. (When I first heard about it two or three years ago, I knew I had to see it. But by the time it finally came near me, I had moved to Romania.)
My initial response was feeling overwhelmed, disgusted, hopeful, angry, helpless, hurt, guilty… all at the same time. It was a wild ride of emotions for sure as the documentary went all across the globe talking with all sorts of people, from former victims and traffickers to government officials and “johns.” The stories were heart-wrenching.
Humans are created as royalty, children of the greatest King, but look at what we do to each other….
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In a lot of ways, this post is about one of the biggest struggles I have here in Romania.
Living in a city of two million and in a country whose language and culture I barely understand, far from most friends and family and away from the people who have held me accountable for years, I often feel invisible. I could probably go the whole day and not run into a single familiar face or have a single person say “Bună ziua, hello” or “Cum eşti? How are you?” It’s embarrassing, but I’ve often had to stop myself from taking care of… errr, well… nasal maintenance in public. I just sometimes forget that people really do notice I’m here.
I’m tempted to think I’m invisible, unnoticed.
There’s a deeper truth here than just remembering not to embarrass yourself in public.
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Tagged accountability, fear, fear of the lord, holiness, invisibility, invisible, missionary, missions, purity, unaccountable, wisdom